Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause[

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only reason that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why i do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car
I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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nice song =) thanks to mel for introducing this. i mean meowanie. xP

today zonbangsar lol. lost spectacularly to kuencheng. aw man.. this time they didn't give face at all man. from 1st quarter already PRESS like nobody's business dee. wha. nearly cannot even pass half court = = aiya. we train 2days nia what we expect. blardy thing pull forward last minute, then we also didn't start training from january. dei!

woke up and opened the door for kerchi and she came to my house to sleep before going to school at 9. waited for the rest to turn up before taking picture for the majalah [that part reaaaaaally sucked!] then we trained lightly. at that time u18, u15 girls and u15 boys were all training on one court. and with the u18 girls taking hald court, we had to share the other half with the guys. we ended up doing layups from either side, girls on the right and guys on the left. then later on raynel collided into kermen and nearly raped her. i think he was like almost in a way on top of her lol. and yes, someone got really jealous haha. then the u15 boys cause more injury, christopher tripped mel over and her both knees, arms and elboys were bleeding like woooooo. the way she fell was like superman flying. poor mel. =( poor injured soul...

anyways later on the competition. [no need to know about that x)]

THEN after the compeition we went back to school and played badminton for abit with megan and munhon. was supposed to go yumcha with kerchi and ahpui but decided to go see the band practice instead. aw man. i wish i brought my camera!! and peeps out there, today's practice was REALLY GOOD. yokehin can SING WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. and he can play like a crazy madman lol. veeyan terus is crazy no need say dee. only huahjer trying to be all manly and serious HAH. i guess bands work better with minimum amount of members =/ after practice i sat down and watched batman [wonderful Joker, gonna give me nightmares] then switched off the bathroom light when yokehin was doing his business cause he specifically told me not to switch it off. he then decided to reserve and tahan the rest of his business till he got home. xD

munhon staring at the camera.

noobs 9 and 10 xP. no prizes for guessing who

see any difference between the first two shoes and the last?

mel's injured knee. wonderful blood.

wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's valentine's! happee valentine's everyone! and also happy single valentine's to all my fellow loners out there, WE RULE! so now not going for under18 anymore *awww partypooper**boo-ing sounds* pn.chua found out and whacked my ass so no more new jersey =/ sorry to the person i called bitch cause now you're gonna take number9 which is not rightfully mine *sobs lol*

and guess what. we have 3 days to train before the competition. oh yes. nearly swore like a jackass when i heard about it from kerchi just now [but i was in the house of extremely staunch christian's at the time]. *sigh are we gonna get trashed again? yes i know i'm NEGATIVE sorry people. WE CAN WIN YEAHHHH WE CAN WIN!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah! FLOWER POWER! <----- completely lost control. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~ *tongue going up and down like my cousin the sakai*


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ok. uploaded new SONGGGGG sempena Hari Valentine's =] . wonderful reprise by the one and only all wonderful godlike holy LINKIN PARK. love this song anyways, one of the best in the album and should be the next divine single.

valentine's coming lol. wonderful [i'm being sarcastic people] and so is zonbangsar. god i hate that. no actually i don't hate it. i just hate losing. and i hate hating myself for not being able to do anything about it. lawl emooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo xD . hm.. maybe joining under18 this year cause not enough people =/ awww man! and that is only IF that bitch gives me back my number9. yes bitch don't you dare fight with me.
aih. so much for playing my last year of under15 well. maybe i should go jump off the cliff or something zzzzzzzzzzzzz. =)


mylifesucks.©

YES i've been away hibernating for a long time but now i'm BACK PEOPLE! yeah i know you're all dying and suffering from not reading my wonderful awe-inspiring posts. well fear not! this post's gonna be powerpacked! *can hear people groaning in the distance*

anyways it's like been almost a month since school re-open. i guess form3 life isn't that bad. at least we're in morning school so we get the whole afternoon free. and that means staying back for SPBT or playing ball =P lol i love my life. celebrated my bday on the 9th with my aunty. will upload some photo's later [courtesy of retarded cousin kenny]. later on the 10th was a holiday so we went out for a picnic. how recreational and hippie haha. there was a river there so the super "macho"dudes jumped in. the sun was freakin hot but the water was cold = = everyone got sunburns later on [except me the Sun Immune Freak] should have seen those 4 dudes. matt was ok, but jock, cousin and ric OMG RETARDED SKINNY MONKEYS. you can imagine three skeletons jumping around and screaming like derailed beings, well just put in some hair, glasses and a pair of pants. well we played volleyball and we genuinely sucked at it xP STICK ARMS were flying everywhere. and STICK LEGS were running all over the place [and looked as if they were going to break].

after that we started camwhoring and took a whole lot of stupid pictures =P especially those three siao kia[s]. after that we just sat in the wonderful sun trying to tan our super fair thighs. it was a bizarre sight. 6 rather tan kids pulling their pants up to the highest revealing WHITE DEAD looking thighs. omg it was really weird. then later on those white thighs became red burnt looking thighs. xD

nothing much really happened after that discounting yokehin spraying spit on my face [I SWEAR I'LL GET YOU FOR THAT ARSE] and megan degrading her photo. that's all i guess, still gotta complete my horrible karangan for tuition that's coming up in exactly 55 minutes. lol godsaveme.

will upload more after i claim them from my cousin.

three stooges.

see the three posers. and look at the skinny ones on the right and left. plus dead fish in the middle

artistic picture. got a monkey on the left =P

chorus:
jauh ku meluncur jauh semakin jauh
kanan kiriku tiada hanya di depanku
laju ku laju dan tuju kan ku tuju
hujung garis ku tawan terhitam putihlah jajahku


gerak ku berani melawan waktu
aksiku buat lemah jantungmu hingga biar detik terkelu
daerah in telah terpatri dalam urat sendiri naluri hati

mengalir dalam diri harakiri ku berani mati
segala angin lintang jalan bersimpang mati
terbakar obor terbuka api terus ku tanpa tetapy tiada bertepi

chorus

susun catur atur gerak pandai
kendera diubahsuai perisai bijak dan pintar
tegak berdiri atau terbiar baring terlantar
angkuh menempuh semangat berkobar-kobar

merebut gelar kejar-mengejar genggam menggegar tayar bergetar
amuk merasuk menggempar litar
nitrus oksida liar membakar

chorus

menentang arus marabahaya
melawan harus marabahaya
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this is one of the greatest songs EVER. and i love pop shuvit. thank god they're malaysian. no need wait for eternity for them to come m'sia do a concert. xP nyahahaha.

sorry haven't been blogging lately [talking to invisible wall xD]. will update soon. keeping you all SUSPENSE! lol. retarded.

rumah sukan latihan tomorrow. nervous =x and THE dreaded TUITION. omfg omfg omfg. going for TUITION [yes. TUITION] with mrs. olive tomorrow. ohcrap. watch me fall flat on my face and die. anyways gotta wear tie for a whole freaking day tmr too, so gotta find one soon. and did i mention i had tuition tomorrow?

this test rocks. i bet megan will score 100% for this. x)

http://www.thegamehomepage.com/play/the-stupidity-test/


**aih too bored got nothing to do. lifeless. hating form3 life already starting from this morning. sigh. it's gonna be a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong long long year. can't wait to start training. ohgod. i freakin' wish i was still in form2. [nyahahaha. ETERNAL YOUTH xD]
anyways replaced the too laaaaaaate song with this annoying version of happy birthday. lol it's so stupid xP